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here comes the promised update!

oh oops, a week already? Well it's better than a month so yeah. But thanks for all the 'welcome back's. :3 I've missed you guys~ Hence the crying Emperor-icon.

Let's start on that update now then. I don't think I've done any proper entry here since I moved to Falun....or something like that? So let's start there.  Also, I'll add some random and not-so-random pictures to make the read less....just text.

So you know I went to Falun to study Japanese, right? Well, nothing much happened last year that's much to mention (more like I can't remember), but my mentality got better/more stable and I slept better. I must say I loved living there, despite having to share kitchen with everyone else....I sort of avoided the people there. I admit. What can I say, I'm shy.

(buchou as Ankh)

At new years I moved to a different corridor in the same building. There, I had my own kitchen! Living there got even better, and I could work in the kitchen whenever I wanted, which was hard when it was shared with 16~20 people and everyone what everywhere all the time. Moving went really quick since there was me, buchou, aniki, my little brother and my dad. Unpacking was easy too, since buchou stayed over and helped me.

I started my second term of Japanese a little while later, but...I sort of lost motivation. I was in sort of a depression where I didn't want to do anything and had no motivation whatsoever. Besides RP. But I'll get to that part later.

In February I went to Rencon, a convention in Falun. Seremedy and Plunklock played there. Plunklock is goddamn amazing! And they're really nice guys, and promised to come back to Sweden next year! Me and buchou cosplayed Kazari and Ankh from Kamen Rider OOO and were recognized by...one person. XD Talk about Kamen Rider being small in Sweden or what.

(Halo & Kazuki from Plunklock!)

I actually spent my 20th birthday at buchou's place. We had a Kamen Rider OO-photoshoot! It was cold (though colder for buchou) and snowing, but it was fun! Sadly Ankh's arm was painted with paint that wasn't waterproof......not a wise move y'know. So we couldn't use it at the shoot, bu~t. We'll have to do another shoot sometime in the future. If you want to see more of the shoot look here~

In April I quit Japanese. I was so far behind, and didn't have any energy for it. Translating a doujinshi once in a while, sure, but not classes. This easter I moved back to my home village, and I live in the farm helper's house again.

The day before I moved back I went to a concert in Falun though. HITT came, and he was really amazing too. He asked me if the drawings on my arm were real tattoos. They're not, but it's fun that he thought they were cute. :3

(Me & HITT-san!)

So, back to the village. Back here I spend my time searching for a job. I've also applied to some courses at various universities. All distance. Among those there's a design-course, and Italian. Those are the ones I feel like doing the most right now, to be honest. So I'm taking a break from studying Japanese, getting a change of pace.

I'll also get in contact with a shrink, cuz as it turns out? You can see one for free until you're 25 in Hallsberg. See, I found another rare good thing about that dump.

(the sunglasses I got from Glitter and bling-ed up!)

I've been to two job interviews. One in Falun, one in Örebro. Surprisingly, the first one was a lot easier than the second. I started crying during the latest one. ^^;;; Oops? But The guy who interviewed me in Falun was a lot easier to talk to, and we got along pretty well.

So, what else? Roleplaying. Roleplaying has made my life much easier. Right now I'm just playing at Mayfield when it comes to games, but I also hang around dear_mun and bakerstreet. And I'm thinking of apping to Soul Campaign. And Camp Fuck You Die, but their app-system scares the crap out of me.

Did you know that Niou from TeniPuri and Belphegor from Hitman Reborn are totally compatibe? Me and Raye's got lots of plans for them, and they even started it all on their own. Who told them to go start crushing on each other? Sure wasn't us (you know, when the muses go do whatever they want and you can't control them? Yeah. That's what happened to those two). Prom's this weekend, and there'll be a big beautiful mess that forces them to confess to each other there. And it'll all be Fran and Byakuran's fault.

(Niou & Bel~)

Oh, I forgot!

I've also been practicing driving. Started last week, and I'm already doing great! I've driven from Sannahed to Kumla, from Sannahed and hoe, and today...from home to Pålsboda. I was so nervous! But at this rate, I'll be able to drive within a month! Take that, whoever said women can't drive!

And this Friday, the play buchou's in has its premiere. It's called "Obemärkta flickor" (Unnoticed girls) and is about unmarried pregnant women during/before WW2. And I'm totally gonna go watch!

Also, the doctor in Falun is pretty sure she knows what's wrong with my throat and those breathing problems. It's my mentality. Apparently it's supposedly some symptom of angst or whatever, and depression....which means I've been angsty/depressed since I was like....6~8?

(me as Kazari. Damn I wanna do his Greeed-form as well.)

And excuse any spelling errors in this, I haven't double checked it.

Also, I've got a Swedish blog over here. It's got a translating-tool though, and it works....as well as Google-translate does, but it's understandable, actually. So if you want to know more details about things like the con or the concert and random crap, it's all there. =3 Also, I'd love to see what you've got to say about the layout there, as well as here on my flavors-page.

That's all folksd! Now I gotta work on the AC for Ryoma, Yachiyo and Emperor, then I'm free to look at your journals. So see ya in a bit!


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May. 15th, 2012 05:58 pm (UTC)
heey there!!! I hope you get the job(s) and stay cool~ or warm <33
May. 16th, 2012 12:17 am (UTC)
Well I'm mostly warm right now (not my fingers, but they're always cold). I hope I get one of those I apply to too! It'll be a lot easier when I get my lisence though, that's for sure...considering where I live. And thank you~<33
May. 15th, 2012 06:15 pm (UTC)
Wow, you've been up to a lot. Good luck on everything though.
May. 16th, 2012 08:24 am (UTC)
Pet, it's been busy at times. And seriously, the days disappear in a blink of the eye. Or at least it feels like it. Feels like I don't get anything done, though I do. ^^;;; And thank you<3<3
May. 16th, 2012 03:55 pm (UTC)
Believe me, I know exactly how that goes. One day it's the 1st and the next it's the 30th and you're left going '....where in the world did that month just go? I want my month back T_T'
May. 24th, 2012 11:40 am (UTC)
So true. It feels like it was...yesterday since I moved but it's been like...more than a month.
May. 24th, 2012 04:33 pm (UTC)
Yeah, it just hit me the other day that I've been in my new city for a month now. Time flies.
May. 26th, 2012 02:07 pm (UTC)
Yep. And I see I'm still way behind on what you guys are up to. I had no idea you'd moved. Do you like it there?
May. 26th, 2012 02:56 pm (UTC)
It was a rather quick move, literally did it in a day. I just moved back into my mom's. I wasn't going to school anymore (dropped out because of health issues) and she needed the extra help. It's okay here. I'm more bored than anything, really.
Jun. 2nd, 2012 09:34 am (UTC)
That's a quick move. When I moved from one place to another in Falun I had to do that...sort of stressful, really. ;; I hope your move was fairly painless. =) So we both dropped out, huh. Yeah, it gets boring, especially when you're used to being in school.
Jun. 2nd, 2012 01:43 pm (UTC)
I'm planning on going back one day in a year or two. I've got a year left so it's not that much. Now I've just got a lot of family things going on. Mom had her baby a couple of days ago so yeah, very busy now.
May. 15th, 2012 08:16 pm (UTC)
good luck with the jobs. searching can be hard and scary. i'm going to be doing that here within the next year or so myself.
have fun with the classes. Italian is a fun language to listen to. i don't think i'd be able to learn it though. i speak a little Spanish and i'd totally be getting things mixed up. *bg*
tell buchou i said tons of luck with a hug for her play. that sounds really interesting and i'd totally come watch if i was closer.
May. 24th, 2012 11:14 am (UTC)
(I still fail at being active but at least I'm more active that I was before? orz)

Wow, I really have been gone for long, I had no idea about that. Good luck to you too!
I took Spanish for three years in middle school and was pretty good at it (not that I remember much nowadays though...), especially pronounciation, so...that's probably gonna be the easiest part in Italian as well. XD
The play was really good. =) I like how bitchy her character was. XD
May. 24th, 2012 08:44 pm (UTC)
i'm just glad you're back :)
yep. we're moving to a new state, likely across the whole country, and i'll have to find a new job once we're settled into our new home. scary as hell, but kinda exciting too.
enjoy the classes. languages are so much fun. i wish i had a better ear for them so i could learn more. i've just created a character who uses a lot of French expressions, so i'm having fun with those.

that's awesome. pass on my congrats to buchou, please.

and i'm gonna poke you. if you haven't read it already, you and hotaru have bday fics on my journal.
May. 26th, 2012 02:14 pm (UTC)
wow. o.o and with how big america is that's a loooong way to move. how come you're moving?
i'm glad i'm good at languages. it's not good/i> that i suck at math and that, but i'm more of the langauge-&-esthetics-type i guess. haha, that character isn't swedish now, is it? XD (so many swedish characters made in other contries (especially japan though) talk french instead of swedish...XD;;;) The character chould say "i want to eat snails".

i will~

oh, no, i haven't. and i don't think aniki's read his either. orz I'll get to it this week! like...before or after Eurovision, but still, this week. ^^;;
May. 26th, 2012 08:18 pm (UTC)
yep, and we're going about as far as you can, from up here (Idaho) down to Florida. my dad's balance has gotten so bad that we need to get him out of the snow and ice, so we're going somewhere warm. that is, if we all survive this. mum has gotten a little stressed and weird over the whole move thing. *rolls eyes* and don't talk to me about mood swings.

nothing wrong with being bad at math. i suck at it horribly, one of my teachers back in 7th grade (so i was like 12) said that i should be taken out of math classes because i would never get it. and i didn't. i just had to suffer until i didn't have to take those classes any more. i'm good at writing/English and History classes. :)

enjoy Eurovision. *hugs*
Jun. 2nd, 2012 09:37 am (UTC)
Ooooh, that's far. I wanna move away from snow and ice too. Well, there's none now but considering I feel sick in all kinda ways in the winter due to the cold....yeps.

math is a paiiiiin, it's horrible. D=
Jun. 2nd, 2012 07:41 pm (UTC)
getting away from snow and ice is a good thing. mum and i are about to take a trip to scout out cities to move to. that's gonna be fun. :) i hope you get a chance to go somewhere warmer soon too.

uh huh, totally.
May. 15th, 2012 08:27 pm (UTC)
Depression and anxiety suck! They make you sicker, and then being sicker makes you more depressed and anxious. But since you are facing your issues head-on, you have a good chance to control them and be happy with your life.

Plus, role-playing is good medicine for any ailment. Fight on!
May. 24th, 2012 11:16 am (UTC)
Exactly! I'm calling the doctor tomorrow....i think it's tomorrow, it is thursday, right? sucks that the doctor only got like 30 minutes a few days a week when you can call and it's really hard to get through.

Yes it really is! Plus getting to know fellow RP:ers is fun too, and plot stuff....new month there'll be another zombie-invasion! =D
May. 15th, 2012 10:39 pm (UTC)
Welcome, my friend.
Now, now, don't get the image of Niou and Bel together in my head, just don't sobs too tempting.

Yes, who says woman cannot drive? Once you can drive properly, it'll be too tempting to go over 80km/h

Good luck with the jobs, and basically with everything
May. 24th, 2012 11:20 am (UTC)
But they are adorable~~<3 And you know what? They just started dating at Mayfield. =D Prom was such a huge wonderful mess but at least Fran made it so that Bel got a chance to confess!<3

I....have already noticed when I'm driving at 80km/h it's so....so very easy to go up to 90 and 100. I should not be speeding even before I get a lisence. XD

Thank you!<3
May. 24th, 2012 11:53 pm (UTC)
kjdsjksdkjdskdk you you you >///<

Yeah, it's almost like a sin not to do so
May. 26th, 2012 02:31 pm (UTC)
you love me for it, admit it~~~ now, ship'em! <3

It really is. But going fast is fun.
May. 15th, 2012 11:25 pm (UTC)
Seems like you've been busy with your life ~

I wish you the best of luck with driving! I'm also practicing driving ^^
May. 24th, 2012 11:20 am (UTC)
Yep, there's been a lot to do. That, and time just flies. orz

Thank you! And good luck to you too. =3
May. 16th, 2012 01:17 am (UTC)
It seems like it hadn't been that terribly long(i.e. like a couple months at the most) since you had last been on but man does it sound like you've been through a lot. I mean moving twice and all the other stuff, goodness! But, I'm glad you are back and it sounds like you are doing very good. *hugs*

Oh and you make a very cute Kazari:D(almost as cute as Taito ;) )
May. 24th, 2012 11:25 am (UTC)
It probably seems shorter since I did a few posts from dreamwidth that I crossposted here. Yeah, moving sure takes a lot of work. And I liked living in Falun, so it's too bad I moved back, really. I miss the city.

Aw, thank you~~ (no one can beat Taito at being an awesome Kazari~)
May. 16th, 2012 07:54 am (UTC)
From the little I've heard of Halsberg...getting access to a free shrink is a very good thing :-) I wish you much luck and freedom from depression!

*gives you a hug* My heavens, you've been through a lot recently! I hope you find a good job and your doctor is able to get you into good shape! :-)
May. 24th, 2012 11:28 am (UTC)
Yeah. I was really surprised that such a small place like Hallsberg even got a shrink. Thank you.^^

Yeah, I really hope I'll get better. And I feel like I reaaaaally need a job, just sitting around is killing me. I want to start dancing or martial arts or something, but I need money for that first, too. orz
May. 24th, 2012 04:51 am (UTC)
Oh my goodness it's so nice to hear from you again! You've done quite a bit, wow! *feels really lazy now XD *

I had not thought of Niou and Belphegor together but now that you've mentioned it...I can see it. I love the picture.

The best of luck on...well everything! Driving, job, life in general. =) I hope you keep in touch best you can and I'm glad you're back.
May. 24th, 2012 11:31 am (UTC)
Yeah, I really need to start being online more. orz Haha, it sounds like it's more since it's all pushed together in one text? XD

They're a really great pairing...probably my number one when it comes to crossover-pairings. =3 And thank you~~<33

Thank you! I had to take a pause driving since I stayed at buchou's place and then the car was in for repairs, so it'll be sliiiightly slower than I though. XD;;;
May. 25th, 2012 04:42 am (UTC)
Lol I mean it's nice to hear from you but you've got a life outside of this also. Totally understandable how one falls out of touch now and then because of it. I'll just lurk your journal more often in case you post something new. Ahhh that could be a possibility...No it's good you've got stuff going on.

Daw well you have to have a working, safe car and as long as you keep going with it, even if slowly, it'll be ok.
May. 26th, 2012 02:33 pm (UTC)
yeah, but with how many people I just know on LJ, I should try to stay at least a liiiittle active. XD;;

yup. It's pretty fun to drive, and I can't wait to be able to go drive by myself. :3
May. 27th, 2012 06:23 pm (UTC)
Ok well maybe just a liiiittle then. Ganbatte!
May. 26th, 2012 11:00 am (UTC)
You know what's right for you so go for it and do what you like! :) There's no point in taking JPN classes when it doesn't feel right.

Good luck with the jobs!

Beautiful pic of Niou and Bel (though no idea who is she) <3

Haha I've been RPing a bit lately too and it's fun, why I didn't know it sooner!

Awesome photoshoot of Anhk and Kazari aww long time no see. LMAO at least you were recognized by one person. Here, nobody would recognize them for sure! XDDD
May. 26th, 2012 02:37 pm (UTC)
yeah. I might take it up in a year or so but...not yet. I want to be fluent in it one day after all. =)

Thank you! ahaha, and Bel is a boy and he's an assassin from Katekyou Hitman Reborn ^_~

Yeah, I wish I'd started sooner too. It's so much fun! And meeting nice people adds to the fun as well!

Thank you! I'm glad it turned out well, considering the weather and the cold. ^^ heh, yeah, I'm happy one person knew who we were. XD One day I'll make sure more people know kamen rider in sweden! XD
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