Okay, so i'm in need of ranting for a bit.
1.
in 2 weeks i've got two dentists-visits - one regular check-up and one where i'm gonna get my acrylic splint (i have trouble with my jaw, think i've written that here before.- and me and Hotaru's gonna go take the 2nd of 3 gardacil-injections. i hate injections. they're scary.
2.
i hate Martin so much atm, he annoys the heck out of me. I was TRYING to listen to what the teacher said in science-class, BUT he was talking to me and being annoying, saying that "you're in love with me, aren't you?" me answering; "NO, i am NOT. Those girls were right in that i'm lesbian, so NO." (i'll come to that with "those girls" soon.) and he went on and on, trying to take my stuff, Hotaru's stuff.. poking at me... i just wanted to strangle the bastard. yes, i have a short temper. but i'm trying to control it, but it's so hard when he's acting like that. last year he had both me and Puh in tears cuz of his moronness. i mostly cried out of rage (i start crying when i'm really pissed off). well then, enough on the bastard, onto next annoying thing.
3.
Those girls was some girls that suddenly started talking to me, Ren, Hotaru and Blub when we were waiting for our science-class to start. They started to ask questions about my drawing (a KaitoSpitfire-picture) and reacted... annoyingly when they found out i was drawing something gay. And they started to ask about our sexual orientations.
"Since you like that stuff, are you.. what's it called.. lesbian?"
since it's not a secret, where to i swing, i say that i was, but that liking gay stuff didn't mean you were homo too.
they asked Ren if she was lesbian too. she said she was bisexual. they asked Hotaru and Blub too, Hotaru saying she was transexual and Blub that she was straight. They got freaked out/thought it was hilarious that there was someone of every sexual orientation in the same group of friends, and that Karro (our school, where Närcon is, y'know) was fucked up. They went on and on about us being gay, bi, trans and straight and on and on and on and on. Then our class started to come there. They were telling them; "hey did you know that that one's lesbian, that one's bi, that one wanna be a guy?" and thay said "yes, we're in the same class." and everyone was confused, not knowing what was going on (heck even i didn't). Lukas told them he didn't get what they were talking about, and those three girls went "What, you're not swedish or something?!" and then they started to argue... >__> heck, this day (and the week overall, too) sucks..
another thing, about them, they think that just cuz you're homo you sexually harass anyone of your own gender? and they were going on and on about "can we take a groupphoto?" and shit.. what are we, animals in a zoo? just cuz we're not hetro? one of them even asked me if i never "wanted dick". >__>
afterwards, in the classroom, people started discussing that. like; "don't foreigners have sexualitys too?" and such. and that what the girls did was totally uncalled for. which it was. damn, it's fru.stra.ting!
4. on another, happier note;
my Bel-wig arrived yesterday picture
here. and i'm listening to Ancafé, getting me in a better mood.
5.
Mum ordered fabrictests from Swelogent today. hope they're not slow in sending it out, so i can find out if the fabric's good to make the rest of Bel's clothes in. i wanna get done, it's not THAT far away, BLYG that is. YES for BL-con! YES for Bunny cosplaying Gokkun when i'm Bel! :heart:
okay, think i'm done for now.... thank you, for reading (if you did). ilu.